Friend was describing to me how caesarean is like. Oh my god. So scary. Given half GA, you can sense what is going on. Tummy being “manipulated” by the docs. She says she cried throughout. So scary!
Lucky thing is hubby can go in to accompany the mummy. Else can get nervous breakdown siah.
Monthly Archive for June, 2009
Seriously as it gets nearer and nearer, i get more and more nervous. I can never say i’m ready.
I wonder if i can take it as it comes. I am sure gonna missed my bump badly. I will miss stroking it every now and then, missing zk stroking it, talking to it and kissing it. I keep thinking how will i feel, how will i react on that day. I think my heart is gonna beat super fast that day. Duno what is going on and just go through it the way how and what pple tell me to. Do all mummies who is giving birth the 1st feel the same? I think so.
Pple asked if we are excited or overjoyed after we get our new car. Hmmmm……..no leh.
After thinking of the extra amount we need to fork out every month. We are not haha
But still i guess we need the car to get around n fetch bb leong around.
Heartpain ah!
Was too bored at home. Surf the net for anything i can think of.
Suddenly thought of our wedding song. Wanted to let bb hear our wedding song so tried to search for it in youtube and the lyrics. It was such a meaningful song and we 1st heard of it during our wedding. Gilbert has picked this song for us. The lyrics are so meaningful.
I Will Be Here(Steven Curtis Chapman)
Tomorrow morning if you wake up
and the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark, we lose sight of love
Hold my hand, and have no fear
‘Cause I will be here
I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind
I will listen
And I will be here
When the laughter turns to cryin’
Through the winning, losing and trying
We’ll be together
I will be here
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the future is unclear
I will be here
Just as sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for these years
So I will be here
I will be here
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we’re older
I will hold you
And I will be here
To watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
I will be here
I will be true to the promise I have made
To you and to the One who gave you to me
Tomorrow morning, if you wake up
And the sun does not appear
I will be here
Oh, I will be here.
Got some light orange discharge on Wed night. Gave us a bit of scare. Not sure if it is spotting or something else. Checked bb heartbeat and it’s normal. Called Dr Fong and he said if it has stopped then it should be fine and keep monitoring. If it still continues, go to Mount A emergency for CTG check. We waited and monitored. Nothing. Went to see Dr Fong on Thur morning. He checked. Cervix not opened, no blood, CTG normal. Everything looks fine. He gave me MC for 7 days till he comes back. For me to rest. I shall try to be guai and rest at home.
Going to custom make a nice nice bb shower cake for my beloved bb.
It will be a very nice, sweet and cheerful cake for him. Though he won’t get to eat it but i will take pictures and show him next time. Mummy wants to plan a very nice and warm bb shower for our bb leong. You will see your family, relatives and alot of daddy and mummy’s friends that day all coming to give you their well wishes. BB grow well and strong. We love you!
Our beloved bb is not turned down 
If bb decided not to turn these few weeks, i may need to go for c-sec.
Haven’t really though of c-sec before. All along i thought i can go for natural birth. Baby can you love mummy more and turn down soon?
Won’t force you if you really don’t want as long as you are healthy and strong we are ok.
Will take it as it comes.
Saw Dr Fong today. BB leong is now around 2.1 kg. He is still not engaged. BB can you turn? If you love mummy and daddy, pls turn okie? So that mummy can deliver you naturally instead of going through a c-sec. We love you alot. Pls be guai guai and turn soon. Counting down soon. Soon we can see you, your little body, little hands and little legs, crying in our arms.
Took the 2nd photoshoot on sat. It was nice. Just an hour of fun and posing. Hope the pics will turn out nice though but better not put my expectation too high. Wanted the photoshoot theme to be colours so Thomas had helped us to think and create an environment that is colourful. We wore our family t-shirt during the shoot. Wonder if it looks cute. We will show bb when he is old enough to see. 
Tomorrow we are going to take another photoshoot again. Too disappointed with the previous one already. This time round hope it will be nice and more fun. The theme is colours!! Our whole family is going to take nice nice pictures together. Daddy, mummy and bb leong!! We rockz!!
Quite alot of things to bring as well. We will be wearing our family T-shirt! Bb we will show you the pictures next time k. You will see how much you have changed and how small you are in mummy’s tummy.