Yearly Archive for 2012
Was feeling so tired over the past 2 weeks. Kind of abnormal cos no matter how much i sleep or rest, i still feel super tired and unrested.
I felt uneasy and worried cos we were not prepared and not planning for another one at all. We even tot of not having kids anymore!
Some more i fell down the stairs just a few days ago and hurt my back/tailbone further. Was also throwing up like hell and having severe spasm in my gastric due to stomach virus.
In the end i felt so relief tat i'm not. Phew.
She's one of the best mum one could ever have.
http://www.godvine.com/Mother-s-Inspiring-Video-About-her-Blind-Baby-Boy-1484.html
A mother's love can be so great.
While some mothers are thinking of not wanting their babies, there she is, trying so hard to protect hers.
Makes me feel really really shallow after watching it.
Every single child will bring joy to every parent, no matter how that child is. As long as the parent allows the child to be born in the first place.
Didi is so yummy!
Looking at his michelin thighs and chubby cheeks, who can resist not taking a bite.
Lately i'm find myself losing control so so so easily.
Yesterday i brought the whole herd to RWS for a swim cos yiyi, zhangzhang and meimei is there.
While i was rushing to leave (came home late and wanted to reach there before 5 to beat any after office traffic) then i realize the car-seat was out, the whole thing was dismantled cos of washing!
Everything was happening and needs my attention while i'm in a mad rush!
1. Passenger door can't open
2. Car seat missing and when it appeared, its dismantled
3. Elder one running around excitedly cos we're going swimming and insisting on not siting in his car seat and wearing shoes that he can no longer fit
4. Younger fussing cos he woke up 2 hrs ago and is getting tired
5 Helper looking at me helplessly
6. Have to check if the bag is properly packed
7. Finding my babyjorn
All hell broke loose and i started ranting and loosing my cool.
I simply could not take the stress. Sometimes i also pity my helper for having to take all my rantings. She's rather slow in understanding wat we want and reacting to it even for things shes been doing repeatedly so v often i have to take a deep breadth before i talk to her again.
Its v bad for me to raise my voice in front of the kids but i just could not control.
Daddy suffers the same fate as well.
Sorry to all my 3 dearies + kakkak. I will try to keep cool and calm. I promise to try at least.
Hiaz.
Simply cannot keep my eyes open at all!
Why am i so so so tired? I can't be preggy so why am i feeling so tired?!
I feel like i can collapse anytime and sleep for a long long long time.




